I am back.

"Bait bait jaga dirik di sinun" - Mom.

"Mun perlu duit mintak jak" - Dad.

"Boh lupak beli **** kering ngn aku" - Jethro.

And last but not least.

They were the few ones who wish me for a good trip.
And indeed it was a good one.
Partly educational, partly hilarious, partly fun.
Und Hallo everyone.
I am BACK.
Well don't woe though, cause I'll be only staying here for another month - or shorter.
From Bintulu that is.
Didn't change much since I ever go there last few years.
And woah since election is nigh that time, there were convoys passing when we're having dinner.


Although it's practically a one day visit, but yeah its cool.
I like the room.
Twice the size of ours. lol.
And the activities are nice.
MLNG and stuff.
And shhhh.. I slept during the talk. ROFL.
Similajau was a bit of the spotlight of the trip.
Beaches,
And there were supposed to be crocodiles there,
Wanted to take pictures of it,
But ended up taking pictures of people making their face like crocodiles instead.
HAHA JK.
But yeah so many good pictures.
And hilarious ones.
LOL.
Check out my Facebook account for the pics.
I will upload it later too.
Overall, enjoyable.
Though I miss her being around nagging and laughing,
And I miss my bright lappy,
But let this be an experience.


Good day.


"Mena sik?"
Out.

3 months.

Hello there fellas.

Here I am reliving my blog.

I'm going away tomorrow,

Somewhere far far away,

Well actually to Bintulu.

Missing me? Don't.

Happy? Please Do.

I hope the trip would be educational enough for me to not regret going.

No no not educational.

Fun suits more.

Sighs.

I guess you must have forgotten about this blog.

I'll try to keep it alive as much as possible.

Well i'm not playing dota now so yeah i can blog a bit. hee.

And so hows life?

Good I hope?

Mine's better.

Ima brag about it soon.

Hahaha.

"Life is but a wheel, sometimes you conquer the top, sometimes you fall."

And I guess i'm in the middle?

I don't know.

And of course, don't get jealous.

You have better life than mine.

Really.

And Oh,

I have a secret,

Well actually two secrets.

Ima tell later.

But yeah one is quite knows (although the real truth is yet to be)

And one other? I'll keep it just to MYSELF.

Just MYSELF.

Yes yes.

M-Y-S-E-L-F.

Well its something in my lappy if you can find it.

Chuckles.

And my gaming life?

Trying my best to the WODOTA level.

Wish me luck guys. =)

And personal life?

Well there's this one girl.

Haha,

Someone i couldn't imagine to be with.

But nevertheless i'm content.

With everything.

Thank you.

And I promise to relive my fan fict on the holidays.

I have the draft with me but never had a chance to publish them.

Just rough stuff.

And I guess I finally have some friends here.

I'm glad.

One particular person even told me he is.

Touched. tsk.

Thanks.

And to others, sorry if I made you guys hate me.

I'm 'hateable' am I not? =)

And finally, good luck for the coming final exams.

I'm really going to miss having everyone around.

And the classes too.

I wish everyone the best of luck.

Yeah just to make sure i said it.

Thats all for now!

Mena sik?

Tata.

Preference.

Some say options.

Some say choices.

We opt.

We choose.

We prefer.

Und hallo guys.

This is a post about..

The title explains it all.

Weird?

Is there anything to say?

Perhaps.

Recent things happen made me wanted to post this.

Partly annoyed.

Sighs.

I won't show.

I just feel.

So what IS preferrance?

Say, you play a game.

There should (must actually) be an 'option' at the menu.

Graphic settings,

Resolutions,

Aspect ratios,

Anti Aliasing,

V Sync,

Voice,

Sound,

BGM,

SFX,

Difficulty.

It's basically what we prefer having or using.

Or seeing,

Or believing.

But why am I talking about this?

It's because some people do not understand,

On how to respect others' preferences.

People criticize you for using your options.

Here's an analogy.

"I don't like to listen to metal songs. They suck." - Example.

I don't mind if you say you do not listen to metal songs.

But saying they suck portrays disrespect towards me.

How about if I say.

"I don't like you. You suck."?? - Me, Yes me.

You probably won't mind me telling I don't like you being you.

So what right?

You suck pushed the limit.

I might get hit after that.

See the point.

It's all about respect.

Even if you are not satisfied it doesn't mean you should sound them out aloud.

Some people might not care, true.

But most people do.

So, respect others point of view.

You have no effing right to stop their freedom of speech, their personal thoughts, and their chosen paths.

Do not misunderstand me though.

It's not wrong to tell anyone if they mess up or did something bad.

But never criticize it so badly.

We are born here,

In a place full of courtesy and hospitality.

It's nothing wrong if a guy plays the Sims 3, or talks to himself, or talks to cats.

I play the game, I talk to myself, I talk to cats.

People call me sissy, people call me crazy, and people call me illogical.

I don't care,

As long as they don't add insults along.

AAAhhhh.

I'm all good now.

At least it's what I thought.

People always say

"I don't care" - When people tell them to not care where actually they care about it.

And probably that's all I wanted to crap.

Until then,

Actually It's been awhile since I talk something philosophical.

And sorry for the colourless, bold-less, italic-less, cancel-less, and underlined-less (if these words exist), I'm a bit too lazy now (I did blacken the whole thing), but anyways enjoy. =)

Farewell.

"Mena sik?"

Hmf!

Goodnight.

My Book So Far.

Four point oh.

Three point one two.

That's my score.

It's a bit too late to tell, but that's it.

Part of me says congrats, while another was disappointed.

"I'm sorry. I passed." - Me.

I will do well this semester, with the factor:
1. Physics with 6 chapters? duh!
2. Tight schedule.
3. Less DotA (Trust me)
4. I feel more witty than ever. (Imaginary)
5. I don't know. I just have the feel. You get what I mean?

Und hallo everyone.
We meet again.
How are you guys doing?
I hope it's been good news.
Me?
I'm moving on with life.
Where I realized my efforts all this time are in vain.

"No chemistry" - Anonymous.

Quite a while, with a bunch of thanks and credits.
Don't get me wrong,
Maybe it just doesn't work.
I'm sorry.

And my gaming life?
DotA: fewer but more brutal than ever. We're in a competition! Wish me luck. My first fight was a win.


Me as Nevermore (Shadow Fiend) 
Gene Nyanau as Terrorblade (Soul Keeper)
Jacob Minit as Leviathan (Tidehunter)
And my teammates are good. Gene got a Triple Kill!
p/s: I didn't realize he got the kill because of some complications.


And other games?
Re-playing.
4GB RAM FTW!!


*Coughs*
I uh,,..//]] (Purposed typo)
Nothing.
Wee!
I'll tell in my next entry.
Be sure..
Be really sure to follow my blog.


And to all my friends:
Thanks again for being my friends.
God bless you.


And what's up next?
Yet to be known,
There to be explored,
Until then,
Have fun,
Enjoy every part of life;
Even sad ones,
Hey,
Something's hidden on the other side. Who the EFF knows?
Smile!
Cheer!
Laugh!
Cry!
Wail!
Scream!
With ALL your might.


I'm done for now.
And be sure to be updated for my fan fiction - The Brother Pandaren.
Until then,


"Mena sik?"
Hmf!
Goodnight.

The Beginning Of The End?

Hallo everyone.

Semester 2 has started so I guess, more writing materials! 

For my blog of course.

Don't misinterpret the title to a bigger scope.

I'm not talking about the end of my life, nor the apocalypse.

But well maybe I am?

Death will come fetch us when the time comes.

The 'End' here means the end of our Foundation life.

Yes.

The final (by default) semester of Asasi.

And people will make new resolutions.

Why?
Hell yeah these are the decisive moments.

For our future.

Mine?

I don't know.

And seriously, I'm tired of being the i-don't-know person.

I wish I have all the answers pointed at me.

"I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired." - Nick, Left 4 Dead 2.

And gaming doesn't hurt much yeah?
Oh it does?
I'm sorry.
For playing any games with you guys.
Some would blame the game tho.
I never did.
Why would I blame the best invention ever happened in this world?


Maybe I'll put a little bit more effort in this semester.
You know,
Like...
You know what I mean!


Anyways, good luck for the semester!
This is such a short post,
Ima post again soon for ideas, stories and confessions.
Soon as I gain my humanity again in this place. :D


For the latest of my fan fiction, click exactly --->here<---


The question remains..
"Mena sik?"
Tata~

MUET - A Little Bit About English.

First and Foremost,

Thanks to Nizzal Syafiq, for giving me this idea.

Yeah yeah i'm a poser.. Blah blah blah..

Und hallo everyone.

This is a poser-ish post. Bear with me.

I have no more idea what to talk about,

Since I've nothing to talk about,

The hols sucks.

Uhuh.

I can say that again.

MUET.

Malaysian University English Test.

Or

Most Unnecessary English Test.

One thing I can only wish

That there is a question on writing,

written not based on facts,

but creativity.

YES fiction!

Too bad there's none.

Oh well.

How do I learn English?

Look around you.

The subtitles in TV programmes might be the easiest way.

But still that narrows your vocabulary.

Well for me, by playing games is the most practical way.

Why?

WHY?

To play a game you must know how to play it.

To know how to play it you must understand what it wants.

To understand what the goal is you must READ and UNDERSTAND each and every sentence.

But still how to understand it when there is nothing to help you?

There are various ways:

Assume - For example, He made a blunder and lost the game instantly. What the heck is blunder? See around the sentence. Lost is an obvious thing to see. And what do we do to lose? Make mistakes! So blunder is approximately a mistake!

The Dictionary - Hello, what is that one helluva thick book is for again?

Thesaurus - It's not a name for a species dinosaur, obviously. Another simple thing, find simpler synonyms and there you'll get the idea what is it about.

Your Father* - Ah my favourite. "Pa, what does this mean?" *(Won't work all the time)

And the thing that drives me is the GAME.

It's like doing your hobby. You need to understand what your hobby is about. The same goes to languages.

 You must have the INTEREST in English to fathom the art within.

Things that might drive you to learn English:

-Games.

-Music (HELL who doesn't like music?)

-Reading novel and other written arts.

-Listen to how other people talk.

-Make mistakes (Compulsory). I always make mistake in assuming the meaning of certain words.

-Passion for the language itself.

"For there shall be a will strong enough, There shall be a way hard enough" - Posted this on my previous post. Or not.

Grammatically?
I can't help you much.
You need to understand how the word structure in English works.
The singular-and-plural stuff.
The to-infinitive concept.
Conjunctions.
You will need the BOOKS for that.
Or if you can, try to listen carefully on how people talk in English.
And try to notice how they structure their sentences.
Notice that after the word 'to' the root word will be used.
There are special cases as well.
I won't touch em here.
Na'ah.


Well after all,
English is simple but yet can be complicated if taken to a higher level.
Improve your vocabulary,
Correct your grammars,
And start writing stuffs.
And please don't be so full of yourself to ignore the comments from other people.
Be down to earth and learn!
By mistakes we fail learn better, trust me.


Oh well some advertisements before I leave.
Do read my fan fiction. =)
-Prologue-
-Chapter 0-
-Chapter 1-
-Chapter 2-
-More coming soon-


And time to back off now, will be posting again...soon...I hope.
Coup De Grace
"Mena x?"
Tata.

My Reflection - Semester One.

Too bad our dean haven't ask us to write THIS on the end of this semester.

Or else,

The office will be full of papers.

Sigh.

Und hallo everyone.

Glad it's the hols now eh?

Good to be home. *sneezes*

I left my flu here,

And it's claiming the time I took,

for leaving it behind.

Oh semester one,

Has begone thee,

Beautiful like the swan,

Memories be remembered by me.

Heh.

A short rhyming one-stanza poem.

I remembered the first day I'm in Unimas.

So....

BIG.

well, I had 2 classmates going here, so I'll be fine.

And I am.

And SO I thought.

But actually I kinda started it over again.

I'm familiar with nobody,

Nobody's familiar with me.

I am lacking the social skill,

I have many disabilities.

I'm no cool person.

I can't drive, nor ride a bike.

I don't play soccer/football. (I used to till I snapped my hand)

I only know how to game.

I lived in a small world.

Just of my own.

So starting it over was...

Hard.

I had friends yeah.

But not yet anyone I can trust to the fullest.

And now?

Still, tho I have good friends now. *claps*

And the most important thing,

I'm talking,

To anyone who's willing to listen,

I try to - at least - talk to girls.

Which I lacked, although i'm not from an all boys' school.

And one moment I most remembered.

My 1st PBL meeting. <3

I was charmed.

Captivated.

The one who made me smile without a reason,

The one who made me cry,

Who made me sleepless,

But not quite awake,

The one who brought me up,

And the one who bowed my pride.

The one who made me realize i too got flaws.

Tho things are confusing now.

But,

It has never changed.

If 'you' are reading this,

Remember what I told you?

I still am.

Cause;

"Shall there be a will strong enough, There shall be a way hard enough."

But dammit please say STOP,

If you think I should.

Thank You.

Thank You for all you've done.

And finally, friendships.

Friends are,

People who give you the strength,

The pillars of your soul,

The engineer of your sanity,

I love you guys,

Thanks for the:

Advices given,

Supports lent,

Fun we had,

DotA matches we've gone through,

Food we ate,

Merriment we experienced.

Summary - SEMESTER 1 ROCKS.

A bouquet of gratitude for everyone,

including the lecturers and students alike.

And it's raining. x)

Enjoyed em last week.

I guess there's too much crapping already,

I should back out and post another time.

And guys, any plans do inform me,

You might just saved my life.

"Mena x?"

Out.