Insomniac.

Well i might as well post the song Owl City - Fireflies right now,
But nay I'm too lazy to do anything.
Sides there are these linkin park songs stuck within the walls of my head.
Crappy.

So i can't sleep.
Without company. (she is asleep)
Dota?
Nobody to play with.
AI?
They're not humans duh.
GG?
Total strangers naah.
And there are ants on my screen.
Sigh.

And yeah so i decided to roam in the net.
Finding apps for my new Droid phone.
Haha. (She hates my phone)
And i miss jumong. (Block M's cat) (She hates it too)

Lalalala.
I'm bored.
So yeah anyone alive and feeling bored too.
Pop up my chats, im not a ghost.
Not literally.

"Mena sik?"
Happy Hunting.

All Is Over.

"What if all is over?"

And hereby i announce that we're free from Asasi Unimas.
Shall we be the first batch,
Shall we be none but the very best.
And hey who knows if our paths will cross again?
And i will you all but the best.
For this humble soul may have wronged you.
Apologies offered.

And so our era of pre-undergraduate have passed.
Wont be long before we set foot there again.
But oh wait!
Yes, yes.
We've to face the results first.
I honestly hope nobody will be summoned again.
I honestly do.

So what now?
Work Sleep.
Study The hell?
And yeah game.
And believe it or not,
I haven't opened any of my game yet.
I miss my dormies.
Everyone who plays DotA with me,
Non stop.
Ever-wailing-moment.
And yeah beat each other up.
Not to mention my old friends.
My mentors.
Heh,
Don't be so humble proud.

And a declaration i made. =)
And oh, if you know the story.
Will you be touched.
Lots of <3 to this particular person.

Beautiful isnt she?
=)
Thank you.
For filling the life of this humble soul.
May the force be with you.
Don't sulk too much alright?

Will be talking to you guys again.
Until then,

"Mena sik?"
Tata.

I am back.

"Bait bait jaga dirik di sinun" - Mom.

"Mun perlu duit mintak jak" - Dad.

"Boh lupak beli **** kering ngn aku" - Jethro.

And last but not least.

They were the few ones who wish me for a good trip.
And indeed it was a good one.
Partly educational, partly hilarious, partly fun.
Und Hallo everyone.
I am BACK.
Well don't woe though, cause I'll be only staying here for another month - or shorter.
From Bintulu that is.
Didn't change much since I ever go there last few years.
And woah since election is nigh that time, there were convoys passing when we're having dinner.


Although it's practically a one day visit, but yeah its cool.
I like the room.
Twice the size of ours. lol.
And the activities are nice.
MLNG and stuff.
And shhhh.. I slept during the talk. ROFL.
Similajau was a bit of the spotlight of the trip.
Beaches,
And there were supposed to be crocodiles there,
Wanted to take pictures of it,
But ended up taking pictures of people making their face like crocodiles instead.
HAHA JK.
But yeah so many good pictures.
And hilarious ones.
LOL.
Check out my Facebook account for the pics.
I will upload it later too.
Overall, enjoyable.
Though I miss her being around nagging and laughing,
And I miss my bright lappy,
But let this be an experience.


Good day.


"Mena sik?"
Out.

3 months.

Hello there fellas.

Here I am reliving my blog.

I'm going away tomorrow,

Somewhere far far away,

Well actually to Bintulu.

Missing me? Don't.

Happy? Please Do.

I hope the trip would be educational enough for me to not regret going.

No no not educational.

Fun suits more.

Sighs.

I guess you must have forgotten about this blog.

I'll try to keep it alive as much as possible.

Well i'm not playing dota now so yeah i can blog a bit. hee.

And so hows life?

Good I hope?

Mine's better.

Ima brag about it soon.

Hahaha.

"Life is but a wheel, sometimes you conquer the top, sometimes you fall."

And I guess i'm in the middle?

I don't know.

And of course, don't get jealous.

You have better life than mine.

Really.

And Oh,

I have a secret,

Well actually two secrets.

Ima tell later.

But yeah one is quite knows (although the real truth is yet to be)

And one other? I'll keep it just to MYSELF.

Just MYSELF.

Yes yes.

M-Y-S-E-L-F.

Well its something in my lappy if you can find it.

Chuckles.

And my gaming life?

Trying my best to the WODOTA level.

Wish me luck guys. =)

And personal life?

Well there's this one girl.

Haha,

Someone i couldn't imagine to be with.

But nevertheless i'm content.

With everything.

Thank you.

And I promise to relive my fan fict on the holidays.

I have the draft with me but never had a chance to publish them.

Just rough stuff.

And I guess I finally have some friends here.

I'm glad.

One particular person even told me he is.

Touched. tsk.

Thanks.

And to others, sorry if I made you guys hate me.

I'm 'hateable' am I not? =)

And finally, good luck for the coming final exams.

I'm really going to miss having everyone around.

And the classes too.

I wish everyone the best of luck.

Yeah just to make sure i said it.

Thats all for now!

Mena sik?

Tata.

Preference.

Some say options.

Some say choices.

We opt.

We choose.

We prefer.

Und hallo guys.

This is a post about..

The title explains it all.

Weird?

Is there anything to say?

Perhaps.

Recent things happen made me wanted to post this.

Partly annoyed.

Sighs.

I won't show.

I just feel.

So what IS preferrance?

Say, you play a game.

There should (must actually) be an 'option' at the menu.

Graphic settings,

Resolutions,

Aspect ratios,

Anti Aliasing,

V Sync,

Voice,

Sound,

BGM,

SFX,

Difficulty.

It's basically what we prefer having or using.

Or seeing,

Or believing.

But why am I talking about this?

It's because some people do not understand,

On how to respect others' preferences.

People criticize you for using your options.

Here's an analogy.

"I don't like to listen to metal songs. They suck." - Example.

I don't mind if you say you do not listen to metal songs.

But saying they suck portrays disrespect towards me.

How about if I say.

"I don't like you. You suck."?? - Me, Yes me.

You probably won't mind me telling I don't like you being you.

So what right?

You suck pushed the limit.

I might get hit after that.

See the point.

It's all about respect.

Even if you are not satisfied it doesn't mean you should sound them out aloud.

Some people might not care, true.

But most people do.

So, respect others point of view.

You have no effing right to stop their freedom of speech, their personal thoughts, and their chosen paths.

Do not misunderstand me though.

It's not wrong to tell anyone if they mess up or did something bad.

But never criticize it so badly.

We are born here,

In a place full of courtesy and hospitality.

It's nothing wrong if a guy plays the Sims 3, or talks to himself, or talks to cats.

I play the game, I talk to myself, I talk to cats.

People call me sissy, people call me crazy, and people call me illogical.

I don't care,

As long as they don't add insults along.

AAAhhhh.

I'm all good now.

At least it's what I thought.

People always say

"I don't care" - When people tell them to not care where actually they care about it.

And probably that's all I wanted to crap.

Until then,

Actually It's been awhile since I talk something philosophical.

And sorry for the colourless, bold-less, italic-less, cancel-less, and underlined-less (if these words exist), I'm a bit too lazy now (I did blacken the whole thing), but anyways enjoy. =)

Farewell.

"Mena sik?"

Hmf!

Goodnight.

My Book So Far.

Four point oh.

Three point one two.

That's my score.

It's a bit too late to tell, but that's it.

Part of me says congrats, while another was disappointed.

"I'm sorry. I passed." - Me.

I will do well this semester, with the factor:
1. Physics with 6 chapters? duh!
2. Tight schedule.
3. Less DotA (Trust me)
4. I feel more witty than ever. (Imaginary)
5. I don't know. I just have the feel. You get what I mean?

Und hallo everyone.
We meet again.
How are you guys doing?
I hope it's been good news.
Me?
I'm moving on with life.
Where I realized my efforts all this time are in vain.

"No chemistry" - Anonymous.

Quite a while, with a bunch of thanks and credits.
Don't get me wrong,
Maybe it just doesn't work.
I'm sorry.

And my gaming life?
DotA: fewer but more brutal than ever. We're in a competition! Wish me luck. My first fight was a win.


Me as Nevermore (Shadow Fiend) 
Gene Nyanau as Terrorblade (Soul Keeper)
Jacob Minit as Leviathan (Tidehunter)
And my teammates are good. Gene got a Triple Kill!
p/s: I didn't realize he got the kill because of some complications.


And other games?
Re-playing.
4GB RAM FTW!!


*Coughs*
I uh,,..//]] (Purposed typo)
Nothing.
Wee!
I'll tell in my next entry.
Be sure..
Be really sure to follow my blog.


And to all my friends:
Thanks again for being my friends.
God bless you.


And what's up next?
Yet to be known,
There to be explored,
Until then,
Have fun,
Enjoy every part of life;
Even sad ones,
Hey,
Something's hidden on the other side. Who the EFF knows?
Smile!
Cheer!
Laugh!
Cry!
Wail!
Scream!
With ALL your might.


I'm done for now.
And be sure to be updated for my fan fiction - The Brother Pandaren.
Until then,


"Mena sik?"
Hmf!
Goodnight.

The Beginning Of The End?

Hallo everyone.

Semester 2 has started so I guess, more writing materials! 

For my blog of course.

Don't misinterpret the title to a bigger scope.

I'm not talking about the end of my life, nor the apocalypse.

But well maybe I am?

Death will come fetch us when the time comes.

The 'End' here means the end of our Foundation life.

Yes.

The final (by default) semester of Asasi.

And people will make new resolutions.

Why?
Hell yeah these are the decisive moments.

For our future.

Mine?

I don't know.

And seriously, I'm tired of being the i-don't-know person.

I wish I have all the answers pointed at me.

"I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired." - Nick, Left 4 Dead 2.

And gaming doesn't hurt much yeah?
Oh it does?
I'm sorry.
For playing any games with you guys.
Some would blame the game tho.
I never did.
Why would I blame the best invention ever happened in this world?


Maybe I'll put a little bit more effort in this semester.
You know,
Like...
You know what I mean!


Anyways, good luck for the semester!
This is such a short post,
Ima post again soon for ideas, stories and confessions.
Soon as I gain my humanity again in this place. :D


For the latest of my fan fiction, click exactly --->here<---


The question remains..
"Mena sik?"
Tata~